As a true summer lover, I decided to spend first summer day how it's supposed to be spent. By the water in my new bikinis (that I just HAD to buy. Naturally.).

It wasn't untill we, me and my bestie, arrived on the location, I realized that today would also be the first day this year, I would wear my bikinis in front of people who weren't my family. As in people I know nothing about, and clearly care so much of what they think of me. Typical.
For a split second I actually considered not taking off my clothes and just tan and burn there in my shorts and t-shirt, but I soon realized that was just some bullshit running through my head.

I'm not proud to say it, but this sick precepcion of having the perfect beach body, that's no matter what, buried somewhere down in my/our subconscious, always haunts me to the point of not being as relaxed as I should be. I definitely want to work on my body and have flat belly and all, but I feel like if I'm not there yet, I should still be allowed to be on a beach or wherever the f*ck I want to be in my swimsuit and feel absolutely good about it! It's all about how we feel, and all this talk about perfect beach body surely doesn't make me feel good. All it does is make me feel like I can't post pictures where I show my belly although my face looks flawless.

I really hope you can read sarcasm in my words.

No but really, the only important thing is to enjoy beautiful days, have as much fun as you can, swim as much as you can, tan as much as you can and don't give a f*ck about what your body "should" look like. As long as you're healthy and feel good, that's all that matters.
Am I right or am I right?

One more little note before I walk my walk to bed my friends. In exactly 2 months from today I will be a year older, so make sure to check out my birthday wishlist on my Pinterest account so you can get all the things on time. Juuuuust kidding! About the wishlist thingy, not my birthday. That's really happening and I'm super excited about it!! In both good and bad way. I'll talk about it soon, for sure, so check back here soon!

I hope you all had a great first summer as well and I hope days will only get better and better from today on!

Gooood night to all of you going to sleep and good morning to all of you who just woke up :)



 Lately there's been some strange statistics going on here on my blog, and I'm not sure if it's a mistake or a real thing, since I haven't posted anything new in super long time, but if there really are as many people visiting my blog as the statistics say, I figured I'd go on and write something new for all the lovely vistors who may be interested in what I have to say/show.

Not much has changed since the last time I was here. I am still counting down days till summer and the hunt for my future husband has basically never stopped. Did that just sound a bit desperate?

It's not even about needing anyone, but more of really wanting someone, you know. I just want to meet someone who I can travel around the world with for a couple of years before we settle down and start a family. Preferably somewhere abroad. Like in the States. #justsaying

You see, finding someone who would agree on all three terms I just put out there, already eliminates probably more than 98% of people I am, or could be, in contact with. And those aren't even the most important terms. So what's a girl to do? Waiting a bit more I guess. On days like today, when I think about my love future, I always think about Kim and when she and Kanye got together. She was 31 right? So that gives me a couple more years to meet my Kanye.
Kanye with less Twitter rants and definitely even less denim outfits.

Being single is far away from being a bad thing, but it does get annoying from time to time, and there is only so much one can handle. I love how I am right now, but at the same time I feel like single people get left somewhere behind sometimes, and being left behind because of the relationship status is annoying. It's something people in relationships tend to forget and they think they are doing us a favour, when they're actually not. They. As you can't function as an individual person once you're in a relationship. Ugh.
Let's not hang out in groups. as people in relationships and single people. The only difference between us is that you are probably having sex at the end of the night, and I'm not. Which sucks, but do you see where I'm going with this? I'm not different because I'm single, and you shouldn't be because you're not. Let's be individuals first. If that makes any sense.

Anyways, I'm in my emotional days right now, obviously, and thinking about all the love stuff is intensified by gazillion, so I hope I'll A) get over these days soon, or B) hope to meet someone soon so I can do all the lovey dovey stuff, I used to roll my eyes at, with.

Have yourself a lovely night, I'm off to a better place for the night..my bed. <3