#26

15:22


 Honestly, as soon as my birthday is over, I feel like the summer is over too. 
Is that a lame way to start of this post? I had to start somewhere, since it's like 11PM and I have to keep myself awake for the next 3,5 hours so I can than take a sleep for 5 hours during a ride to seaside, which is probably not even gonna happen because I never sleep when I want to.

Anyways, this year I turned 26, and it was super stressful for me. The age doesn't even matter as much as all the responsibilities, that come with that age, do. Where I come from, turning 26 is kinda of a big step. Big step if you've actually done something, micro step if you're just getting there. Big or small, that's a step you must take whether you like it or not. It basically means you have to be super serious, have limited days of vacations, can't call in sick when you feel like not working,..
It's like becoming an adult, but for real this time.

Being so limited with everything, and being a bit tied down, gives me anxiety. Imagine living many years on your own, taking days as they go, as you feel, and then suddenly you have to plan your vacations one year ahead. Uhh! I am of course overreacting, but I really hate changes. Really.

It's only 11:25 right now and I can barely keep my eyes open. #justsaying

Besides being stressed out about things that are normal for most of people, I had a great birthday! It was pretty chill, comparing to previous years, but I wouldn't have it any other way. The official celebration is yet to come, and I'm really excited about it because it will be totally different than other years.

It's now 15 minutes past midnight, I just finished watching last episode of Suits, and I really tried to write something more interesting, but I'm up since 6AM yesterday, and my mind is already in sleep mode for some time now. 
Gotta go pack now! I'll write more next time! :) xo