8/21

05:07



 Forgot to post it yesterday..

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Waking up 25 today, was not exactly how I imagined to wake up on this day, 8 or 9 years ago.
In fact, it was nothing like that. Instead of my two beautiful kids and a caring husband waking me up with breakfast in bed, and Ralph (the family dog; duh) cheerfully jumping around us, I woke up alone, with Iphone in my hand, reading (the sweetest) birthday messages I recieved from my family and friends. It was a great morning that turned into a great day, and I know I'll finish the night with lot's of love and the loveliest memories, but quite honestly, I'm not where I wanted to be at this age.

 Age don't matter, bla, bla, bla, I know..but still, I had a plan.

 By being where I am right now, it would be crazy to have a family on my own, and it's better to postpone it (plus, it's not like I have a choice, I've been single for the last forever!), but I'm still kinda sad about my plans not going as they should. My family of four (or more, cross your fingers) will have to wait.

 Besides my own familly that I wanted at this age, I also invisioned a successful career, or at least a right path towards it, but I'm not there either. Yet. But I do have a job I love going to everyday, so that kinda makes it better.

 Life rarely goes as planned, and I, most of all, should have got used of that already, but as long as I have great friends and family by my side, that two or three years of waiting for my own family and career will be a lot easier! It will just be two or three years, right?

xx