Do you ever feel like you've wasted the whole night of sleep on countless thoughts running through your head, that leave you walk and look like a zombie the next morning?
Overthinking was always my kind of sport, but sometimes the mess in my head becomes so chaotic, I wish for an OFF button, just to give myself a little break.
When overthinking, I get completely lost in scenarios I could only wish for, and it kinda f*ck's up my reality later on.
I know the past is in the past, and we're supposed to only look ahead of us, but with some things, I just can't help myself and look back. There are days where I completely shut the door on the past, convinced I moved on, but then comes a song on a radio, or just some random reminder and I'm straight back to thinking and hoping, and who knows what. Damn you reminders!
Do you think we're ever able to completely let go the hope of getting back something we've once enjoyed and loved? I'm not so sure anymore..
Wearing black is not the easiest choice, it's the best one. Am I right?